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am the anonymous coment above, sorry. [lostchild03]
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2003-02-20 20:42:11 |
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Hey, just read your first to last entry! There's nothing wrong with your curiousity! It's better you broke up with him, I mean there weren't any use in that relationship without love. LOL, usually when you're in a relationship, you want that person to tell you the 3 little words. And usually when they hold the words back, it makes someone think very hard! And I think that's how your ex was like with you. It's good you had your best friend by your side to talk to! Not very many people have a "best" friend to tell stuff like this and usually they end up telling it to the wrong people. Take care girl! [Anonymous]
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2003-02-20 20:41:31 |
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Ah, finally finished reading. Tough stuff, is it not? I know just how you feel. I'd give you advice if I could...let's see. How's this? "You're not alone!" But really...let your reason guide your desires, but not eclipse them. [TatteredTrinity]
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2003-02-13 19:39:31 |
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Well I'm glad your doing good. It's been awhile since we last saw you. It's good to observe people it makes life easier so I hope everything works out for you babe! [MakenZero]
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2003-02-12 19:10:03 |
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its always fun to observe other people! lol. but yea, well i hope everything works out for you. love always n forever Beki [burried in scars]
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2003-02-12 17:16:22 |
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guess who's back!
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do as i say in my diary...and u will never regrett it.... [sexy_naughty_babe]
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2003-02-11 00:40:17 |
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guess who's back!
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D o Y ou K are E ven ! ! [you. .]
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2003-02-09 12:54:17 |
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guess who's back!
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D Y K E ! ! ! [you. .]
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2003-02-09 12:52:16 |
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guess who's back!
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DYKEE! ! [you. .]
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2003-02-09 12:51:27 |
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guess who's back!
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Hey... Maybe you should talk about your life instead just one topic of your life. It makes better sense. [MakenZero]
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2003-02-08 19:14:26 |
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guess who's back!
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I just read all 9 pages and I have to say that in time you'll figure out who you are and what you want. How old are you? Just curious. When I was younger I had a pretty serious boyfriend and during that time I realized that I was "different." Take each day as it comes and remember to just follow your heart. [Sowhatilikegirls]
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2003-02-08 17:01:43 |
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boogie boogie
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I really enjoy reading your diary, I am 27 year old female, have never been with a female, really attracted to females, does anyone have any real live stores to read on here, so I might know what to expect when I have my first female to female sex!!! Cathy [Anonymous]
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2003-01-24 17:09:07 |
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I really enjoy reading your diary, I am 27 year old female, have never been with a female, really attracted to females, does anyone have any real live stores to read on here, so I might know what to expect when I have my first female to female sex!!! Cathy [Anonymous]
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2003-01-24 15:37:50 |
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hiya, boy do i remember going through that! I realised I was gay while I was going out with my first serious boyfriend, and it was really tough cos I was so worried about hurting him, but breaking up with him was something i had to do! Good luck with everything, and well done for taking the first step! It will be hard darlin, but it does get easier! I hope it all works out well 4 u. Love Hel xx oh, and if u wanna check out my journal it is at http://www.ujournal.org/users/incan descent19[helen]
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2003-01-24 15:12:46 |
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i love to write, its the best form of anything. books, plays, series, movies, poems. they are all great. well i hope you have fun writing. love always n forever Beki [burried in scars]
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2003-01-16 16:55:58 |
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Hi, I’ve been reading through your diary sounds like you’re really going through something right now. I’ve always wanted to write a screenplay – I’ve written ideas down but never gotten round to actually writing it. xx [virgin butterfly]
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2003-01-16 16:09:16 |
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just remember that being bisexual and being a lesbian possibly hold the most fun experiences i have ever had. its a lot of fun just to be yourself, and have fun and not worry about what others think of you. remember i love you. love always n forever Beki [burried in scars]
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2003-01-14 16:53:47 |
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Today's society is teaching us to seek pleasure for today, don't worry be happy ... etc. I love Jesus, and I've got my future in mind :o) [Anonymous]
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2003-01-14 16:15:16 |
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Notice Beki's "confused" ... Being Bisexual isn't the way we were intended to be, and we all know that because it's such a big deal to "come out". I do not have anything against Bisexual people, just the act. I hope you see the truth soon. [Anonymous]
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2003-01-14 16:11:57 |
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I'm glad to that u r ok now. Wishing u to spend good time on ur meeting with C... Wow u can really be proud of urself! (about book);) [p18girl]
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2003-01-11 00:53:02 |
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Sounds like an interesting day! [MakenZero]
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2003-01-10 18:34:31 |
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Hmmmm well all I can say is hang in there. It's really not as bad as you think. Just that time when your going thrugh something you know what I'm saying. You'll be fine sweetheart! [MakenZero]
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2003-01-08 21:54:40 |
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Bisexual is the best sexual way to be, because you can have fun with both kinds of people. lol. i'm glad youand C are gonna talk, and i'm happy that you and K are still friends. Quitting smoking is harder the longer you've done it, so i wish you luck with that. love always n forever Beki [Confused Beki]
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2003-01-08 15:46:38 |
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I think that all ppl are bi. Some of them understand that, some of them don't wanna realize that. But I don't see anything bad in it;) As to ur friend C... if I were u, I'd talk to him... will persuade him to stay friends... Anyway, wish u good luck... P.S. Thx for ur comment, my friend is much better now... [p18girl]
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2003-01-08 15:14:04 |
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a long entry...pointless, but at least LONG!
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time will make it better just hold on this to will pass [DragonTear]
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2003-01-08 10:51:18 |
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a long entry...pointless, but at least LONG!
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Stained is the best fuckin band ever. lol. dont try to make things better, or different all too soon, because it will never work. love always n forever Beki [Confused Beki]
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2003-01-07 16:48:06 |
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a long entry...pointless, but at least LONG!
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unfortunately we can't run away from ourselves and our thoughts. WE can only do some things which can help us stop thinking ab our life for a while. I usually sing or paint or dance or talk with friends over the phone. U write stories, right? So it must help u a lil. BTW will u allow us to read some of ur stories? And maybe anything else u can do to stop thinkin? Anyway, u r not alone in this cruel and beautiful world;) [p18girl]
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2003-01-06 14:40:40 |
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a long entry...pointless, but at least LONG!
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Well I hope everything works out really I hope it does!! [MakenZero]
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2003-01-05 20:52:24 |
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a long entry...pointless, but at least LONG!
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cool, commenting on my own diary. heh, you know what, i just got a sign-kinda thing. i have launch player playing music and for some reason, since i finished with my entry, three Staind songs have come. right after each other. I love Staind, it's my fave band and now I actually feel better! [2003]
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2003-01-05 13:36:36 |
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Have fun finding who you are, and what you want. its the best quest anyone could ever go on. love always n forever Beki [Confused Beki]
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2003-01-04 13:48:43 |
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Well that's a good thing... I mean the second one you know ^_^. Crying for joy! Good morning. [MakenZero]
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2003-01-04 11:32:54 |
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Happy for u and ur b/f that u understand each other. Haven't ever thought to sta good friends with him if u dont want to be b/f and g/f? [p18girl]
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2003-01-04 07:05:37 |
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And what will you do when you find out who you are? [PrometheusX]
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2003-01-04 06:17:32 |
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just read ur last entry, and ya i know. I went thro all of that last year and no it wasnt any fun at all! I hope u work everything out! ***BB*** [A Blonde Babe]
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2003-01-03 18:31:22 |
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I think you did the right thing and you need to hear that. Relationships don't last forever and you were not feeling right about it so you needed out. (Remember 50% of all marriages end up in divorce, so splitting up is common.) In terms of your sexual identity situation, it will take time to figure that out. A crush on a girl does not always mean you're a lesbian. It might mean that, but you are going through alot of changes and you can't really be sure if you are a lesbian. I am glad that you have good people around you and that you can talk to because it is very hard to deal with this alone. [sexualadvisor]
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2003-01-03 13:13:18 |
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I have been there hun... Believe me It is very hard... My situation is a little different tho... But I can relate... Just keep yopur head up [LonelyBluEyes]
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2003-01-03 13:11:42 |
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Funny that's what happen to me last night. I was reading your 1st entry... I couldn't say I LOVE YOU to my girl. Because I wasn't sure at all. I love things about her but do I TRULY LOVE HER? Sucks doesn't it? Yeah well I hope things work out for you. Just Relax abit and let 2003 sink in you so you can get a step. [MakenZero]
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2003-01-03 13:11:01 |
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I remember when i first realized i was Bisexual. Is a wonderful thing, yet so scary for a 15 year old to realize. I've had girlfriends and boyfriends, and its all pretty much the same, its really hard to tell the ones you love. because you want acceptance for being you, but you also dont want to hurt them, or to be different. Its totally ok to be a lesbian, and its quite fun too! have fun with your new found self. love always n forever Beki [confused beki]
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